Isle of Beauty, fare
thee well!”
Been drowning in my thoughts lately – assuming the negatives
everyday especially late at night. Not getting confirmation about something
that means so much and being filled with doubts feels like having a huge hole
through the chest.
You cry yourself to sleep only to end up dreaming about it.
You wake up from your sleep only to think about it instantly. Always battling
against your thoughts because it kills but it always ends up winning so easily.
I cannot deny that I didn’t like the dreams I had because it
is what I wish most right now. What hurts most is that it probably wouldn’t happen,
probably forever. Stinks.
“Distance means so
little when someone means so much.”
“Distance makes the
heart grow fonder.”
That I agree but unfortunately it doesn’t apply to everyone.
I wonder how they make it seem so easy. It makes your
question yourself.
Am I not worthy? Am I
that easy to be forgotten? If feelings were real do they just fade so easily? Can
something so real turn to nothing in just few days or weeks after everything?
Everyday thoughts.
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