Love Never Leaves, People Do

NOTE TO SELF:

I have never believed in wrong timing.
Especially the excuse of not having time.

Because if someone truly loves you, they will find time for you no matter how busy they are.

There's only two reasons why they don't find time for you: you're actually not really that important, or you used to be important.

You're no longer in their present but their past.

1. Not having time but showing efforts to see and talk to each other.
2. Not having time and also not showing any signs of effort, like a decent conversation; texts or calls.

Both 1 and 2 have major differences.

Actions are bigger than words. No one is ever too busy.

People love you for who you are, maybe, but eventually they get bored of you. They fall in love with something else. Next thing you know, they no longer make you feel happy but upset. Ourselves are also part of the blame. As much as you hate the fact and cannot accept the fact, it doesn't change the way they feel. Unfortunately.

I really hate how emotions can take control over people so easily. We get exasperated over the smallest issues. We hurt the people around us. We drown ourselves in negative thoughts day till night. Mood swings because one second its the end of the world and another it feels like there's hope but when you realise its never going to happen your world crumbles down again and the cycle repeats.

But every passing seconds means healing and being stronger as well.

I keep wondering...

Does giving up on one means not loving enough and not trying hard enough or does it simply means that you've done your best and there's really nothing you can do to change the fact that you're not needed in someone else's life anymore because they have other priorities?... And you realise its time to stop hurting yourself over something unchangeable.

Holding on into memories... Hurts. Pathetic.